I don't know what to say....

hi everyone,
it's me. haha

I feel like this is the first time I'm actually at a loss for words. I want to start off by thanking you. Thank you for the memories I'll always hold on to and the love and care many of you have showed. I thought this game would bore me in a few weeks, but after almost three months, it's hard to say good bye. I've just been crushed with some real life happenings, so I feel that a break/quit is necessary for me right now. I know this is abrupt, and maybe even a shock to some, and I'm sorry for that but here's a little farewell to some of my closest friends and I realllllly hope I didn't forget anyone. (hopefully i tagged the right people too....)

Kimi hey hoe <# it's only fair to say my first goodbye to my first friend isn't it? i can't even count the number of times you've helped me and i miss our drunk calls and lpq till 5 am days and sant + kels but more importantly i miss you

FearMeNow hi dylan's brother!! you are such an odd clown child but you're also really nice and well... still so odd

Fredrik my tin bucket swedish fish grinding partner, ilyvm. you're so genuinely nice so don't you dare lose that rare trait. i'm so happy we survived that tragically....wonderful? night together and that we became friends because you always know how to make me happy and you're crazy so I better see you become #1 shadower >>>> PS FREDS HOT AF <<<<

Buffles haha we've had our ups and downs, haven't we? but in the end i'm happy we did become friends because you always cared about me and that means a lot. keep up them gym and dying from the sun snaps

Smile hihi rey. you're probably the most interesting character i've ever encountered but i'm happy that you let your guard down at times and i got to know part of who you were. you're also a very selfless person and i just wanna say, keep doing you.

Babo tommmmyy haha you are one absolutely weird child and i'm happy and sad that you fixed your sleep schedule cuz i loved it when you'd sleep at like 7 am with me. keep f6ing and looking hella confused per usual but i'll miss you cause you were so sweet to asshole me haha

JayChou i give up trying to ever pass your ass, but don't pass me in fame i loved talking to you and making fun of you at the most random times (aka dying 5 times in 1 hr) and i hope you get cute again you fugly fuck. in the end though, so many of my memories are with you haha love you andy

STRQNK hi babe ) wbs from you are my absolute favorite and you never fail to make me smile. from black adorable strqnk to wtf why are you white strqnk ill always love you even if you're not legal yet lololol but you better come visit vagina this summer and we'll go have our date ily

@CW way to not have a forum fucking chaloser. you gave me such a hardass time making fun of me all the time, but i know that's coz you couldn't beat me in omok. you are such an odd human bean but i also had a lot of fun with you and i'm really happy you consider me a friend.

Siri IPHONEEEE <33333333333333 I am very disappointed at how not black you are irl, but don't worry i won't ever change to an android. i always felt so welcomed and loved by you and you welcoming my sin in the wc makes me laugh right now and i'm going to miss your sweetass and i ship you and kaelor <#

Kimberly F6!!!!!!!!!!! haha how long has it been since i've typed that?? thanks for making this such a fun server and s/o to all the other GMs too, but i'll miss you the mostest cause you're my hoe, right?

Marky remember when you were like 20 levels ahead of me? haha you make me laugh with your weirdness and i'm so sad you boomed your glasses but beyond happy i met you way back in lpq. you are an adorable child and i'm so happy i was there for your 120 and stop crying over wrestling haha ily <#

nevo mellllssss <#33 i still have absolutely no idea how old/where you're from or even what you are but i loved fm hoeing with you. it was always a geek and i feel like we both gave up on this bish life but that's okay coz we had each other right ill miss u budsss

Yozich MARCCCCC <#33 my beautiful bad habit sharing adorable fuck. you are just too cute and half the stuff we'd say to each other was nonsense but i loved being able to talk to you about absolutely anything and everything.

Heartfilia haha my fucking fm whore partner except you're a nib and i'm obviously #1 rank. when i think of fm i think of you since your ass would always be there and i wanna say i ship you and #____ but thats 2soon hahahah fm whore partner quit, i quit.

Rocky Truong ROCKAAYEEE. wowzers we only live on opposite coasts but we seem to completely log on at separate times haha. i addddoreeeeed hearing you and you know who's ) adventures because it brought out the little warm fuzzy teddybear i know that's inside you. you always say you didn't com here to make friends, but hey. we all love you. well at least i do

hoohs hihi. sometimes your canadian ass was sooo sassy but at other times you were so sweet. i had fun talking to you till i fell asleep or bothering you at school haha i'm happy i met you though. you knew how to cheer me up and always cared, so thanks moronhoe. chemists do it on the table... periodically.

Rush joooo <# my booo <# half my bl is youu <# i really need to hear that somehow sexy af english accent on an asian boy. i loved drinking with you before church and making fun of you. i feel like our talks were so real and refreshing. i really wish you the best in all you do joo. ily. #areyouonweed?

Pureasian jimmmyyy <# you look so cool in real life but like an absolute 4 year old going to pre k in maple. i feel like i connected with you though and i wish we could repeat that one random ass night chilling in that forest. ill miss you repeating randomass song lyrics and being you :') *insert jimmy'sugly f4*

nanop33 hehe u told me not to quit but i did pretty good right? even though i didn't pass your nib ass. hope your doing well child, rip cr.

itzjaacky B L O N D I E ! ! ! ! who loses one game in omok? frickin scrub. haha thanks for making lpq tolerable and listening to my nx advice in the short amount of time we've been friends I feel like I've weirded you out a...lot haha but you're okay with it and you're weird so i think we work as friends haha I'm happy i met your noobass. #LETMESEEYOURPEACOCK

Olive pls go drown in aqua. you are an absolute weirdo but i liked it when you were on. you made me laugh by being you cuz you're an absolute moron and honestly, olive you.

moopmoop SCHMOOOOPERS <# ahhh throwback to the good ol mp3 days. ill miss your 238473 moop accounts haha and remember that dingus who didn't understand that schmoopers was also you. ah. you're always so cheery and adorable and go get that 4th job. i believe in moopmoop.

iChecco CHECHOEE. ahn young! that omok game is so so rigged i can't even. you're so adorable in your aura of chechoe weirdness and i always imagine you being this super hyped up pikachu character. your race confuses me and minion is fugly (tbt to when i died leeching minion at gs5) but you're chirpyness and curiosity is something i shall miss. sarang hae <#

Badohsai the fuckkkk has yo dumbass been? i'm still looking for my 1 level leech and miss your headass making fun of everything i do haha i hope everything's going well with you, you adorable only in ml cuteass. #bigwhitedicks

xRoti SINGAPOREEEEEE!! you're honestly just beyond the nicest person out there helping out people all the time and i feel like we had the weirdest relationship meeting at hene hair but i always enjoyed seeing your niceness if that even makes sense haha. ily. thanks for teaching me that sg was a country and a thing LOl

NoobCakes nooobyyyy. the one person i can always rely on a wb hahaha. did you know i secretly kpqed with you one day and you don't even know it. i totally imagine you as the diary of the wimpy kid type haha but in an adorable nooby way. i love how happy you always are. it's contagious so don't change. love you.

Rockler FLOWWWW. you hacker. idk how you don't boom anything and you're like lvl 552343x you crazy fuck. one day we'll know your main.. right? haha imma miss your hair flow, don't cover it with that gayass naruto crap just be naturale. ily boo <3 keep making other people jealous

Arthur Steve Ethernal pervert!! + steve!! holaa. soy malo en espanol, pero quiero digo extrañaré chicos. :'). te amo.

Cobblestone cobble! hoi! thank you for being so beyond sweet to me. you are like the adorable little brother i never had. good luck and have fun in everything you do. ill miss you buttloads <#

@skyfall hi guildies!! haha i can't believe you guys put up with me. i loved making fun of you all and yelling when you guys didn't wb and changing the guild banner to random weirrrrrd kels stuff. it was hard talking to a lot of you since y'all are from sg but i loved those times when i'd stay up till 8/9 am be at the brink of death but be able to actually have more than 10 people online haha thank you for being the best guildies @yuto i still believe in that guild zak s/o to @basic and @halc for the weirdest ass loving people (SwordArt ) that were so beyond sweet. i'll miss those purple and green lines. byebye turnup (TURNTHEFUCKUP + i love ur brother), frazen (ily boo ), amber, smooth, bear, other bear, charl (illy ty for your leech you card hacker), kat (i totally jinxed those gloves for you), marzz (tyty for ele wand and being your weirdass self), lyn (u r literally 4), weirdo dragon + everyone else <#

Number32 i have eggs in my pockets. hehe ukily and this ain't goodbye.

I was going through such a shit hole in my life when I decided to play maple again, just for the nostalgia, but you guys made me stay because as cheesy as it sounds, you made me laugh and smile and love life again. The sheer amount of people who even asked how are you? was ridiculous and I got so so close to people living thousands of miles away. I feel like that just shows what something like ml can do. Some may say oh it's just a game, and yeah, that's true, but at the same time the people are real. There are genuinely amazing people I met and I am beyond sad that I'm saying goodbye. But once again, thank you everyone. Thank you for putting up with my kelsness. To those of you i met through lpq, fm whoring, training, or just being hella drunk, adding you, and wondering who the hell you are, I'll miss you regardless. I love you all.

welp. that was long (that's not what she said cuz y'all asians).
ending with my infamous line,
#fuckcanada,
love always,
kelsey.