Depression.

I honestly feel empty inside.
I didn't realize until now, but this game is a mere distraction from my depression.
I know people have worse problems, but mine is that I feel lonely.
I don't feel like this will go away until I find a significant other, and I hate it.
I don't know why I feel this way.

I honestly just want to feel loved, but it has to be from someone other than my friends or family.

I can't stand this feeling, and unless I am distracted, it doesn't go away..

My countless attempts at finding someone only shows my desperation, as I fear rejection and being ignored..

I don't know what to do, and I don't feel like I can truly be happy unless I find someone.

So, I'm asking this in all seriousness.
What should I do?

Who should I turn to?

I need help..