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This thread may sound spiteful, but the intentions are good.

Greeting to all silly bitches. As a select few of you know, i'm throwing in the towel. I'm calling quits. I can't continue playing this server anymore. A great server with mediocre staff and a terrible community. I made one great "friend" who ended up ditching me to play with her other friends. Eventually deleting her, i became focused on life more so. (Gee, Thanks!)

Let me first start off by saying a wonderful job to Kimberly and staff for favortism. Also another congrats to y'all for not even seeing a hacker RIGHT IN FRONT OF YALL. Who knew it'd be so difficult to press a hotkey to stop spamming to talk to people. Like What are you guys? V8x+?
But on serious note, great job on making this server THE best PREBB server. It's almost comparable to OdinMS.

So for the last... month of so... I literally semi afked in FM on the ledge. During my lovely stay on the invisi ledge, I've had the opportunity to really get to know the people of this server and how they interact with one another. This would range from guild meeting to fm whores to the uninformed asking questions.

Now i'm not sure about you guys... But i would personally never sexually harass females or tell them sexist remarks, ever. But that apparently doesn't stop this community.

Infidel and someone else asked me why i stay up there. And the best way i can describe it is.. A data collecting lighthouse. Many times, players new to this server would come in the fm, and beg for mesos. VERY few times, someone else would trade that beginner person. I'm not too sure how much they gave themselves, but i gave anywhere from 1m+ depending on level. Everyone else? Trolling, bitching or ignoring.

I'm going to assume everyone here that lurks knows me as that abrasive asshole who afks and never talks. Others might know me as a random guildless guy who just gives shit out. Now, i joined this server solely because at the time, the words MATURE COMMUNITY was on the banner. At the time and i think they still are; the rules aren't fine tuned. And what i mean by that is it's acceptable to harass, threaten and ks if the map is yours, @mapowner. Ask yourself how this promotes partying and playing with other people.

Perfect example, i once met this CLERIC alt, at level 5x training at gs2. I asked to party, she said no. Okay, i'll find another map, fsho. all means well. Weeks/month later i see her again, only she's level 82, PRIEST. I asked if she wanted to party once more. She said no, she's only here for the mesos. Keep in mind this is gs2. Gs4/5 mobs drop more mesos fyi.

Now, because you implemented the system where you literally gave one person power, you crossed out the "drama". This "drama" essentially promotes teamwork in the long run if you sat down and really thought about ergonomics. Because either you can ks (which is when you SHOULD hit a gm up) OR you could WORK TOGETHER. (forced) So why did you cross the drama. So the gms could actually "play"..?

Another incident, when i was afking.. Someone had the audacity to defame my character to see if it brang a reaction, to which it did. Like.. Why. I'm not gonna fucking push a person out of their wheelchair to see if the fucker stands up. That's just not humane at all.

Or my FAVORITE one, the bamboo boys. I understand that theres a few heads/og heads that are decent people, can carry a full conversation. What irks me is that the person literally private messaged me to tell me to shut the fuck up, or do something about it. What makes it so god damn hilarious is the dude is a spanish guy, trying to be asian.
Conversation went something like this
Y:thats right punk, hide yo self in an anonymous character
M:My IGN in-game is Raver. Do you have a problem?
Y:Yeah pretty much stop talking shit that you don't know off and show your real character.
M:I'm not talking shit. YOU were the one that started talking shit. If i recall Latte said to stop arguing. And what's the shit that i don't know of? That bamboo kiddies love spamming? I get it rep it that's cool. But everytime..? It get's annoying. That annnnnd a few other people on the other side of the community agree y'all are annoying and immature.

At this point, i added mediators which didn't do their job.

Y:Or if atleast you're gonna talk shit about me or my people, have the decency to give a reason and don't coward yourself in an anonymous player account, the only reason i brought it over here, its because shoutbox isn't a place to bring private manners, but in the end youre such a punk that you need to bring GM's into this. In the end, this is all a complete troll, but obviously the TROLLED one was you. Bye bye ho
PS. Youre just sad shit cause you aint us FU

This instantly made me look down upon every single person who was/is in bamboo guild.
Even more, after my hate started, they literally ganged up on me on forums. IT'S A GOOD THING I DIDN'T HAND OUT MY MAIN IGN RIGHT LOL. If i'm acting guild leader, i don't want my guildmates to be a nuisance to ANYONE.

GUESS WHAAAAT. He's still in game! NOT BANNED. People get banned for fucking defaming multiple times. Favoritism sucks.

This is your community. This is the type of players that other players immerse themselves in.

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And this is just HALF of it. Don't even get me started at the point i started hardcore afking or when i first started under a different IGN.

So, all in all. I hope whomever learned something about this server and commnity.. The whole point of this thread is a maddening realization that the rules need to be tweaked, or you're literally bound for a failure of server
A great suggestion is.. How about ZERO TOLERANCE TROLLING.
"A deliberately offensive or provocative online posting with the aim of upsetting someone or eliciting an angry response from them"

Theres a lot of potential, and A LOT of bright minded people. But for every 1 bright crayon, you have like a 1:16 (9/150) of haztards.

And heres something i told a surprsingly nice fellow.

There are no strangers here, only friends we have not met.

This is Emperor/Uretihsia/Ryan Signing out. Charlie Mike.

For those who care or just wanna be a friends, feel free to message me. Maybe i'll join you.​

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This post isn't to disparage anyone. Again, this is a MADDENING REALIZATION. This post is literally proceeding as expected with one earlier hiccup(thanks staff for RE-opening this thread after closing it quickly. >.>). The whole post has a negative connotation but it's to improve.. I have absolutely NEVER been one to conform to society. EVER. I'm okay with just INDIRECTLY being with people. This is an extro-introvert.

OdinMS was a great example, not for the specific detail of lack of fine tunes. OdinMS was somewhere you could escape to. People left GMS to OMS because it was one of the first public private servers. Obviously it's not perfect and neither is this server. Of course there are good.. and there are bad. But we're not talking about the good right now. We're/Staff/Community is focused on how yo can improve. What's done is done. Move on.

You're perfectly right. I didn't HAVE to spend my time in the fm fuming... and i wasn't. As i said referenced the lighthouse example. I just sat there read chat and helped players whether old or new. I've played since beta ALL THE WAY UP T NOW. If you read and comprehended, I juggled with personal life, occasionally hopping back on.
You act as if i never went to train at all.. I stopped training after the incident with gs2. It was simply not worth my frustrations. Even at WR.

Yes. You can't FORCE someone to train with you. But you literally cut out promoting teamwork and friendliness by giving power to one person. Flex! But when no one wants to train with you and if you do, you get the shitty part of the map, what happens then? There have been many times where i've asked for a smaller corner section of the map to maximize odd spawn controls/time.

I've played in so many lan/esea games, hether it's GB,gunz, 1.6/source. And hurrdurr, i was in the military. Point is, i've met a lot of people. I have friends EVERYWHERE. Even bosnia, afghanistan. Almost 1 person in every state in america. I made and established many connections because i know communication and respect = power and knowledge.
And the reason why i declined to join your guild was, A. the name( i like extremely simple names, all my characters are monotonous words.) B. I didn't really dig the whole fairy wing thing.
Also, DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON ALL THOSE SPITEFUL FM SHOP COMMENTS. Theres an old saying, "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it"

I've also noticed during our conversations... You always seem to have an input for any comment whether right or wrong. And i totally respect that. But we had like all not but 3 FULL conversions.. and it was very mature and opinionated. You really don't know shit about me. So to justify and assume that i'm like any other person... nope nope nopeeeee.

You say i can ignore them. How can i ignore them when pretty much everyone knows everyone. Think about it clearly. If i'm friends with x, i'm bound to see x.
Ironically, you fail to see light of this post with your last comment. You can't fix a problem if first you don't ACCEPT the problem. If you've ever noticed which i'm very sure you haven't. I followed a big rule in satanism.(I read on everything, knowledge is power dude) Basically, only act/react if someone interacts with you. There was a few times where i broke that rule to correct the misinformed.

That's the whole point of this post. We've already acknowledged that there is some VERY GREAT people on this server. To break it down barney style so you can understand, is2try2fixandimproove. I'm trying to lay it down the most gentle and friendliest way.

So why are you evening commenting WHAT-SO-EVER...? Are you looking for attention you little whore? No one said you have to read it.

You were the greatest person i've met on this server and always will be, besides kaelor. We really clicked together and had some amazing conversations because of how introverted we are. However, i have zero tolerance for people who ignore me, yet are busy with someone else. And the reason behind this is my past abusive pops.. Being viet and all, he was verbally, at times physically abusive. and everytime..(which was everyday) i had to sit or stand there while he yelled at me, telling me how useless i am at life. And how pathetic/useless i am. And the worst part? I NEVER COULD say anything back. Why? Because it'd upset him and flare his anger issues. If someone is important to you at all, you as a human being WILL make time for them. It's literally encoded in our dna how we act/react and feel towards one another.
I wish you the best and happiness in life, and if you still have my nmber and don't have anyone to vent. I'm always here. When i was young my aim was to give the ultimate gift. A gift to someone where they can't repay. If you understand the magnitude of that, i commend you, it's also why i play the death reaper and giver of life. I didn't join the army and become a tanker to make small changes, i wanted to be a part of the bigger picture, winning wars, really making a difference that goes unnoticed.

This kinda goes along with what lionheart said previously. You're judging and already assuming that i always lurked in the fm and shit. There were steps that eventually led to me afking. Training became unenjoyable. Reading the conversations of this community was more enjoyable than getting blitzed off my face dabbing, and literally raving in my room and hardcore grinding for hours at a time. Believe it or not, i prided myself in 10-15 minute LPQS as leader, EVEN WITH ME SEMI AFKING FOR 2-3 STAGES.

How can i possibly impact the community when the ognorance level is so high. There have been MANY times where someone disagrees, and is UNWILLING to see light the other person's opinion. I know ignorance when i see it because i've experienced it time and time again. I'm only 22 years old, but i've moved 6 different times throughout the course of my academic years. And thrice once joining the military. Again, i will NOT conform to society. Even being out of the army, i still have the same abrasive, direct, idaf attitude. Ask anyone who's read my retorts. But i try to be more courteous, respectful and most of all, civilized.