curious

don't flame me, don't question it, just please give me an honest answer.

I've been playing this server since the doors first opened and the og squad pulled through and at first it the server the was going strong and everything was getting done, but now whenever I log in it almost seems likes something went wrong somewhere. I've been trying to figure this out now for months as to why this server to me has felt like a crumbling mountain. I asked myself, maybe its because im too high of a level now and i'm just burnt, or things like is it just me, am i stressed? I've had multiple rants about Kim's lack of progress in this server and I don't want to flame her for it, but in terms of "stuff" what it happening? I'm genuinely curious as to where the server stands in progress.

my opinion : I've come back and played for a bit and I've noticed that the Gachapon System is completely ruined for some reason and just to get one rare item we have to go through 100+ tickets? We only get 5k nx a day. I've read posts on the forums too about monsters holding some of the scrolls that we all wish for (30%'s) and are those being taken into consideration? The ToT update came out and I was happy to see that and the moment I entered and found out that the fire mobs at the end of ToT were not even weak to ice. Probably the biggest let down to myself and all my fellow i/l mages. Somewhere in my mind i'm questioning Neckson, but I'm sounding selfish now. I don't even see that many players in ToT too. I thought it would be bustling because of the high level the monsters had. The spawn was bad and was increased, but still no one goes. Now I'm back to skele's, oh how lovely these things are. I get it that v62 isn't suppose to have that much content, but this isn't GMS. It's a related version of it that you call MapleLegends. You have the power to increase the amount of content given to us, yet we hardly receive any. I understand that you and the Navi need time off and coding all day would not be fun for anyone, but its been seven days past December and yet not even a sound or lick of a Christmas event. I told myself to trudge through this and hope that the Christmas Event would bring back that smile I wish I could have while playing this game. I'm not demanding anything anymore, but all I ask is that you could maybe show us something a sign or anything to get hyped about. I feel like you're just leaving in this limbo state constantly and were just playing a stale game. I don't feel the spice anymore.

As I said before at the top of the post, don't flame me this is just how I see it and I am genuinely curious.