My glove journal (Inspired by Akash)

Lol, that means you got spooned pretty hard.

It is a bit more complicated with how I'm progressing my glove. I would only consider a 24 att glove spoon-fed if the att/luk combination with level-ups is >= 26att. Since, the goal of this journal was to a ~25 att glove(including luk).
If I +4 it and after level ups it ends up being >= 15 luk, I would probably stop chaosing.


But, I would say that the most ideal scenario is a getting a slightly worse chaos in the first chaos like(7 att, 9 luk total), then chaosing again to get 12/4 14 luk. A 24 att 19 luk glove is the best case scenario off the top of my head for my journal.

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
4x dagger 30
2x Cape dex 30
3x OA int 70
1x Cape int 70


Exchange:
1x Everything but BWG


Gach:
11 common
3 rare

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
4x dagger 30
2x helmet int 30
1x CFA 30
1x Cape dex 30
1x OA int 70
1x Cape int 70


Exchange:
1x GWG


Gach:
16 common
1 rare

 

The meso/hr is solid. I find farming these mobs pretty therapeutic. In fact, I can go 3 hours without any entertainment farming here and not get bored(unless I get bad drops, then I get bored). There are a few other places I want to test out in the future, but I will probably do that once I get past arc 2.
As of why its therapeutic, getting dark scrolls fairly often feels good when farming. I feel like the drop rate is consistent enough. There are mini jack pots like CFA30 which also makes farming much better. Also, raffling for BWG is fun. Having 3 sources of ways to earn money(scrolls/raffle/gach) is more exciting than just farming/gach.
I think gold teeth is slightly better when accounting for gach, but I find that much more boring. Also if you sell teeth in bulk, it is harder to do so without prices dropping, unless you are patient. I like to sell stuff all at once.

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
2x dagger 30
4x CFA 30
3x Cape dex 30
1x OA int 70
1x Cape int 70


Exchange:
1x YAC


Gach:
9 common



Perf stat Black Neos

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
4x dagger 30
1x helmet int 30
3x OA int 70
2x Cape int 70


Exchange:
1x YAC


Gach:
9 common
1 rare

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
5x dagger 30
1x helmet int 30
2x CFA 30
1x Cape dex 30
1x OA int 70
3x Cape int 70


Exchange:
1x BAC

Currently on a massive BWG drought. My rate for BWG was consistently 1.2% for a long time. Now it is dropped to .93%

Gach:
5 common
2 rare



145 matt Wand 8

 

Chaos rates:
13/21



-2

-5,-4,-3: 3
-2: 2
-1: 2
0: 1
1: 1
2: 2
3: 1
4: 1
5: 0

Let's see if I can double up every combination twice before I get a +5

Non-chaos scroll rates after Arc 1:
GFA30%
6 luk: 0/2
7 luk: 4/6
8 luk: 3/9

CSS
1: 0/1 1 boom
3: 0/17 2 boom
20: 1/1

 

Failed some 30s

Non-chaos scroll rates after Arc 1:
GFA30%
6 luk: 0/2
7 luk: 4/7
8 luk: 3/12

CSS
1: 0/1 1 boom
3: 0/17 2 boom
20: 1/1

 

At this point, I'm just trying to get a meaningful upgrade as I haven't in almost 2 years. I also value completion so I will often go inefficient upgrades rather than upgrading the best meso:att ratio at the moment. I tried selling my current cape + 13/3 glove to bid for a 17 att cape but seems like I won't be able to do so. I expected the 13/3 to get at least a 2.5k offer, but I haven't gotten a single offer yet. It seems like the only way I can get an offer on the glove is if I finish it myself. I originally wanted to sell the 13/3 glove to eventually fund the timeless glove, but since my chaos scroll luck is horrible I've kind of given up hope at the moment.

I'm going back to arc 1 to finish my 13/3.

I have 2 WS rn. If I am patient, I will probably save 10 before I ws the glove. The thought of going 4/80 on WS10 is pretty sickening though.

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
2x dagger 30
1x helmet int 30
1x CFA 30
2x Cape dex 30
2x OA int 70
1x Cape int 70


Exchange:
1x YAC



Gach:
7 common
1 rare





IRL:


Decided to farm nightghosts irl. I got some grape juice from them.

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
1x dagger 30
5x helmet int 30
1x CFA 30
1x Cape dex 30
2x OA int 70


Exchange:
1x YAC
2x BAC
1x GWG

Last 72 farming hours only 1 BWG, or basically my last 24 farming posts only 1 BWG.

Gach:
7 common

 

Time taken: 3 hrs

Scrolls:
8x dagger 30
1x helmet int 30
4x CFA 30
2x Cape dex 30
3x OA int 70
2x Cape int 70

Prob a top 3 all time best scroll run.

Exchange:
5x GWG...





Followed with by far the worst exchange luck anyone can probably experience in this game. Just like that, the good vibes from farming are out the window.

Like the most I've ever gotten from an exchange is either 2x BWG or 2x GWG. Very rarely its 2x GWG/1 BWG or 2x BWG/1x BWG, so I figured I was bound for a 3x GWG eventually. And here we have 5x GWG?!?

Perhaps its better to find the humor in this tragedy.
1. 1x GWG near the start.
2. 1x GWG in the middle
3. B2B GWG
4. 1x GWG 2nd to last pull to top things off
5. Perfect run


Gach:
12x common

 

Rant:
Looks like getting 5x GWG from exchange is the straw that broke the camels back instead of something like failing 30+ in a row WS. I legit feel like I am a front runner for unluckiest player on the server, not just from the 5x GWG ofc but by total net loss and other BS(like GWG). I feel like I've developed such a victim complex in this game, and I don't think that really describes me as a person since I don't feel that way IRL or even when playing League(which says a lot b/c LoL players are known to have the biggest victim complex). It feels like everything in this game RNG wise will screw me over. I don't feel optimistic at all ever when I scroll. I guess these feelings are valid after being screwed over consistently for over 3+ years. Like I legit feel like GMs consistently screw me over in GM events(maybe less justified). Maybe it's just survivorship bias, but I can't name a single player in this server that has greater net loss than me in terms of scrolling. The people who got unlucky probably quit? Even if they did, they are 100% multimage farmer so its 2-3x less painful anyway. I guess this is the game's way of punishing me for trying to obtain endgame gear while playing sub optimally. I play this game so I can have fun and build my own journey/have my own story, but it sucks when you barely make progress while everyone else casually/accidently make a perfect weapon/glove/cape/shoe.

Even though I still play on, I am not a mentally strong player at all. I try to cope and think "game can only reward bad players", but that can only do so much. My only way of coping is providing quality content on the forums. I mentioned when I started this journal that I expected a trainwreck, and it has exceeded my expectations. I know everyone here loves tragic/suffering stories, so I'm glad I can provide that here. I know other people make journals on the forums as a way of complaining/pessimism(chaosing/TL leveling journals), so I guess I'm not the only one here.

Sorry for the word salad but had to vent.